I am sick, I need rest and comfort and love and joy. I am capable of making sure I get all these things, especially surrounded by so many who love me. I will be sick for a short period of time, which is perfect since I do need some restoration. I will get well in plenty of time to go back to school in February, and will also go and spend 5 days at Esalen dancing with many loved ones, renewed, refreshed. I have a back up plan for my blog, if things get hard I can get Michael to write it for a short period of time, having back up helps me to stay strong. I am going to keep a positive, optimistic and accepting of what is, knowing it is all perfect AND I am going to have a happy happy birthday.
We took a family shot on the computer on this day which marks my 36th year. Getting 6 people to hold still for the camera is no small task.
But eventually we got a great shot. Do I have a beautiful family or what?! And everyone in this pic with the exception of Michael is sick too...Michael is sporting a black eye though...wanna know how he got it? I bet you do :o
“What would a perfect birthday look like for you?” is the question in 12 days journal #283
P.S. This post went up one day late, I didn’t catch up for my birthday, but the day after is pretty damn good!
P.P.S. My journalling software kept uploading the wrong picture, I have tried a bunch of times but I can’t make it work. I am going to have to work on it tomorrow, so as it turns out this post is 2 days late, still not too shabby.
A perfect birthday for me would be a surprise party, with all of the people who love me most in attendance, ready to get crazy and celebrate heartily! :-)
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