As of today I have submitted an entry on this blog every single day for a full year. Wow.
I had an amazing day, won a court case, found peace and love with Michael, a new studio opportunity popped up, and I had dinner with a dear friend and my family in a warm, cozy home. It was all so beautiful and easy....And.... I still I feel sadness... loss. It doesn’t consume like it did in the past, its grip is now more of a gentle hand hold, it is still there though... I suppose this is the human side of this human experience.
“I Thank God for being human every morning.
-Michael Franti”
And just to give you one more little morsel of love here is what tonight's tea bag said:
“Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.
-Carl Jung”
“What does it mean to ‘awaken’?” is the question in 12 days journal #361
P.S. Someone posted a comment yesterday under the name “anonymous“ asking if/saying I was ”losing it, eh ?“. I laughed and thought,” losing“? Ha! I lost it a long time ago! A sense of humour is essential when committing to anything for a year!
My tea bag said "steep for 3-5 minutes and enjoy". What do you think it all means.
ReplyDeleteTo know what you always knew.
ReplyDeleteSounds like my sex life Chris :-) from Nicko
ReplyDeletebravo girl! wow a year eh? u rawk.
ReplyDeleteNicko...always taking it to a new level!!!
ReplyDeleteI like that Anthony...so very concise.
ReplyDeleteThank you Vita...when you comin home?
I love that Jung quote! To awaken is awareness, conscious living, waking up from the absent-minded, going through the motions kind of lifestyle to being fully present.
ReplyDeleteAnd you aren't losing it, sweetie...you're finding it. :-)